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2012-03-03T10:54:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

2012-02-16T21:37:00.000+08:00

I always get so fucking depressed about it. And then I cry. And then I get fucking determined. And then I lose it. And then I lie to myself. And then I snap back into reality. And then the whole fucking cycle repeats. I'm so sick and tired of feeling the same way yet my mind is not strong enough to fucking get myself back into what I really want to be.

2012-02-15T22:51:00.000+08:00

I watch this everyday... ahahaha cutie :-)

2012-02-02T22:10:00.000+08:00

How's life been treating everybody? Work everyday is seriously no joke... my complexion is getting worse as well :-( And I need new shoes, bags and I'm starting to see the need to invest in nice watches :-( Can somebody buy them for me.. I miss my friends and waking up everyday at 12.

2012-01-27T23:26:00.001+08:00

Kinect adventures!

Dance Central~

Hahaha and this is the game I pwned everyone in: 180 :-)

The guy q noob la hehehehe BUT I WANT KINECT!!!!!

So I managed to convinced mom to buy me this cause the daddy wouldn't give 2 shits about me anymore cause I haven't been playing my ds lite :-( But yay for mom! :-) Played Kinect sports the entire day ystd and it totally killed. my. arms. and. hamstrings. But broke the "world record" for discus. And me Pin Rush score is 220 :-) YIPEEEEE. This is fun + work out.

2012-01-21T11:07:00.001+08:00

Like tuition explanation to Shan: unexpected twist at the end of a situation. Oh boy was ystd one of the worst days ever. However if shit did not happen, it was good because I got to catch up with Shawn, Harris and Audrey all on the same day :-)

2012-01-18T00:19:00.002+08:00

Some of my loots for cny :-)

2012-01-15T22:58:00.001+08:00

Second day of work today. Started off: Horrible. Trudged, traipsed and endured for 4.5 hours before charms, dh and f came over and we had fish and co/tori q for late lunch. That whole 45 minutes together made everything so much better. The qt actually made an effort! Before that, Cel and Stef came to visit me and I miss the girls so much! Later into the working hours my manager spoke to me about work and she mentioned I had a very black and down face today. Like wtf? Am I that readable? Like fuck, am I translucent or something because EVERYONE. EVERYONE knows exactly how I feel and think. Sigh.......... decided not to transfer to Gap cause I figured I only have a few days left? And actually the people there are quite pleasant.............

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honestly i would lose 20kg if i even can do it. fuck its so tough why dont anyone get it

2012-01-15T22:45:00.001+08:00

THIS.

2012-01-12T00:17:00.000+08:00

Photo 1: Justin bieber pins and My Little Pony surprise pack from Cel hailing from Paris <3

Photo 2: @Simon clinic waiting for Sarah's medication.

Photo 3: Cinderella gloss ring from chaaarms <3

Ystd saw me sitting at Starbucks with Cel having long HTHTs :-) I love how we can relate to each other's situation right now. It's a mutual level of empathy so I'm glad I have her by my side :-) We've come a long way since JC days... And then it was off to k residences, as always. Hardcore table soccer and I feel that I'm starting to get better ;-) Wheeeeee~ Spent the whole day at k residences today as well. Fun fun fun fuzzy fuzzy fuzzy feeling love love love the fff

2012-01-08T23:55:00.001+08:00

*Picture spam alert*

DAMN. GOOD. CHEESE.CAKE. IT'S. UNBELIEVABLE.

♡Fumbelina

Natural effect thanks to the sun at their condo~

And camwhore queen starts doing her thang..

n00bie

Just to show how white he is... I faded the whole pic haha

Super cool massage parlour at their condo

Did a chill session with chaaarms at nex, my first time there :-) before buying some subway cookies back for her fam. Outdoors we met financial planners who tried to explain their company's insurance plans to us and the one who spoke to me, for I so kindly paid my fullest attention, spat in my face. It was like *trying to look interested, listening carefully and suddenly 2 droplets of saliva darted towards my fucking face* Yes. Went to their place for chill session 2, dinner and an awesome threesome time in bed- lazing around. Home took 1.5 hours but it was alll worth it 'cause they are my fav fam friends :-) fff <3

This is my bestie :-) Aft fj b's interview I headed down to town to met kt for chill session, AGAIN! :-) I told her everything I needed to and it's fun being with her~ not forgetting to mention she wore a nice pair of cobalt blue brogues cum creepers out to meet me! "Earlybird" is officially our favourite instagr. effect hehehehe

I don't know when I've become this camwhorish... but I was bored.

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then it seems like im the only one trying right now.. :-( is this a mistake?

2012-01-04T12:01:00.002+08:00

Couldn't help it.

2012-01-04T11:20:00.000+08:00

Koropi blowing her nose

Morn look, you like?

Loot for chinese new year :-)

Spent my lazy tuesday afternoon with pearlfarts and charchamz :-) As usual, we would talk all day and laugh non-stop and eat and eat and eat. Miss the 4/2 girls so much, it's really very nice to see them even though pearl may be an annoying fart always!! Charchamz and I then applied our CVs for zara and got all the contact numbers of managers for job opportunities cause we poor and desperate like that :-( Ok, i have a tuition session to attend to in the afternoon but for now, it's time I prepare to head to the library!

2012-01-03T12:37:00.001+08:00

Enjoying his food

Action hehe

Blasted freaking $1K on shopping ystd with the mother with $600++ on lingerie hahahaha but it's once a year kind of thing so yeah, that's pretty reasonable. I love alone times with my mother but she's soooo annoying at home oh my goodness. WHERE IS THE PRIVACY AND TRUST YOU'VE 'GRANTED' ME. >:-( But I still nonetheless, love her :-) Ystd marked the day of 2012 where I was caught smiling like an idiot everywhere I went. 4 days of consecutive dreams, somehow made it worthwhile :-)

2012-01-01T18:00:00.000+08:00

Sarah :-)

Junny acting retarded

Celebrated NYE at Uncle Bruce's new place with fumbelina and everyone!! :-) Fuckn happy 'cause I wasn't gonna have it at my boring crib with nothing to doooooooo~ Anyway their new place is so gorgeous and they have this uber huge balcony cum patio facing the swimming pool. Love their house! Wouldn't mind staying at their area seriously.. So yes, spent last day of 2011 and first day of 2012 with them + my fam <3 My qt cousins were speculating if we went to jome while strolling around their condo estate haha freaking cute ok, shan pretended to look at my nails then she tried to smell my fingers subtly... In the end there was no smell on ma fingers cause I ain't be smoking girlzzz~ But we are good girls + boy we obviously wouldn't touch ciggas ;-)

Quite glad that day happened :-) My current confused and wanting mind is at loss for actions/words though :-/ I don't know what should I do, really hoping it's just a passing phrase but man, do I miss you so so so so much I honestly don't really give a shit about anything else already.

Last days of 2011: December

2011-12-31T18:15:00.000+08:00

The day madi got back: 20/12

This is mother flappin' epic hahahaha :-)

Nic's birthday surprise: 5/12

Poster girl's pose ;-)

Korea's pics are still not up 'cause yunhi decides to be lazy. Hahaha kidding but I hope to post the videos we took, it was freaking epic. Not really but ok BYEEEE happy new year's eve everyone!

2011-12-30T18:01:00.000+08:00

FUCKEN' BEST SONG OF THE PAST. THOSE DAYS WERE YOUNG AND FREE.

2011-12-29T17:21:00.001+08:00

Back with a heart that misses :-( :-(

2011-12-21T15:07:00.004+08:00

Seoul Time Lapse 2011 from Oh Choong Young on Vimeo.

GON' BE HERE TILL 28TH GUYS :-) XOXO IN ADVANCE MEANWHILE ENJOY!

2011-12-20T13:23:00.000+08:00

My new hello kitty sheets~

Prep my bakery for christmas :-)

Presents I wrapped for my cousins

Clues for them to find it!

Undercover: BEDDDD hahaha

A qt dress from yunz :-)

My brand new poofy down jacket :-)

Korea tomorrow and tea party with the girls today. Can't wait! Many a time I don't know what are some people thinking spreading stupid shit and baseless accusations to make themselves sound so sort after by girls _|_ you are definitely the most douchey fag ever followed by the one who has a super huge ego. Whatever~ not gonna let these people pull my xmas spirits down :-) :-) :-) HAVE FUN EVERYONE~ MERRY XMAS!

2011-12-15T00:21:00.001+08:00

Why is this so jizzzz? :-( super ex

Anyway esplanade the concourse to catch clarence liew with kt and nic :-) Yummilicious smooth voice *falls in love* + Shopping today with the cousins and mother and yunhi to get our stuff. Got a plain white button up shirt and a flannel! woooopeeeee and some fit flops for working out :-)

2011-12-14T00:11:00.002+08:00

EHHHHHHHH YOUNG HOMIE WHATCHU TRIPPIN' ON? IM TRIPPIN' ON YOU~

#RENEGADES :-)

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Should I permanently move to tumblr?

PROM

2011-12-12T21:24:00.002+08:00

rach :-)

"Whatsapp: Hi" group girls :-)

Nazzy wazzy :-)

It's been 5 days but ok, prom was so-so I paid $85 for mediocre food. Inclining towards shitty, rather but the company was good and I got to see a few handsome guys at prom! Hahaha, it's amazing how a haircut/hairstyle can change the entire way a guy looks. EVERYONE WAS FAB LOOKIN INCLUDIN MY FAV GIRLS :-)

Then it was post prom > butter and I srsly don't know what the hell were some people doing during post prom but like what the girls have discussed, they chose what they wanted to do so ok. Butter was boring.......

Spent my friday and saturday selling christmas goodies at clarke quay. It was fun I actually like it! But it was so fuckn tiring my calves were aching my butt was aching my back was aching....... I hope I get more $$$ for the commission *pray hard*

ok thats quite about it :-)

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btw, there's this bitch (he's a guy) who has been spreading shit about c + s + i. He's a bitch because it's amazing how a guy can go about talking about us like that to his friends during a gathering and go on and on and on about it......... I understand he's filthy and stuff thats why I'm not surprised he's got shit coming out of this mouth... but dude, bitching like a girl is not cool and it just amplified your faggot-ness x 1000000000000. Don't go around telling people my friend likes you, she never did ok bye

2011-12-06T18:15:00.000+08:00

It's my birthday, I get high if I want to/Can't deny that I want you, but I lie if I have to/Cause you say you don't love me/To your friends when they ask you/Even though we both know that you do :-)

2011-12-06T15:02:00.000+08:00

Xiaxue's holland lop bunny is so frigging cuteeeeeeee :-D the one I wanted.. but then agn, takes a lot of commitment to raise this qt.. sigh. Anyway, had a gr8 meetup with audrey (audzy) and im actually quite happy for her :-) 1.83m yo dont play play!!! This post A's life is starting to feel good, except for the fact that my eyes are so fuckin' irritating and its preventing me from wearing contacts everyday _|_ here's to you, eye. And then it was off to Cathay for a surprise dinner with the baby december angel, NICOLE :-) This QT have gotten prettier these days, I hope some macho dashing guy aka kevin sweeps her off her feet someday! Like soon please, such a qt cannot be left on the shelf for toooo long <3 HAPPY BDAY NICCY ^^

Then some guy approached wt and gave his number to her. ............................. ok so that girl is so popular now haha so well-received by the opposite sex. It's fun, I miss the girls so much. I wish it was like this everyday. OK BYEBYE

2011-12-04T21:24:00.001+08:00

just did my hair today reddy reddy~
really not photogenic leh sian... ok next week's a busy week!

2011-12-03T22:47:00.000+08:00

Hi guys :-) Spot the difference, winner gets a xoxo hahahaha

Breakfast at Alzhar with the usual long chittichatters then off to my crib for more talks. Calves and bottom heavy woes... :-( Getting so excited for plans before prom. Must. Be. Perfect. Or at least try to be perfect. Cel Naz Stef and I are probably gonna book a hotel so we can save the trouble of travelling and possibly cut our tired legs some slack kikikiki cant wait! :-)

2011-12-03T00:26:00.001+08:00

hello its 3 days late but im free ok tong jia im updating for you
anyway i was THIS c l o s e to paying that $30 so i can have access to people's contacts who need tutors for their kids in nursery-pri sch level but the mom tried to use reverse psy on me ughhhh so now im jobless cashless and aimless. I need a job that can pay me good $$, not just $5 an hour

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no thanks i thought i could deal with it but damn, you are sure one lazy aimless freak

2011-11-20T16:08:00.001+08:00

TWG/TOPSHOP/KFC DAY

18th card from glitta :-)

Braces removal day

McD's Sunday breakfast with the family

I miss wearing my contacts :-( I am a very sad girl because my eyes started itching and turning red everytime I put my contacts on.. And it only started when A's started. And it's still red. 3 weeks already. Prom how.......wear specs be ugly. A's such a bitch, for the sake of academic grades I've forsaken beauty and health. Sigh.... pimple plantation face + bushy eyebrows + unshaven legs + bad diet. My mother said it's scary how much I eat when I'm stressed 'cause the other day I was so hungry I finished my pork chop first before stealing hers, my dad's and yunhi's. A little bit from each one of them. B o o h o o. And I miss my girls soooo much. But it's okay, 3 more papers to go, 9 more days and I'm so done with you mother fucker. I'm not gonna retake you. Can't wait for it to be finallllly done. Cycling + Exercising + Partying + Hanging with glitta + Disney back to back + going out + Heading to starbucks without having to study + DJ classes + Yoga classes + Korea o m g. Can't wait. Not forgetting to mention that I'll be shifting soon and I'm gonna cook everyday for my fam + MEET MY FAV GIRL CHARICEKT. Oh oh and I feel like piercing my tongue.

2011-11-19T16:23:00.003+08:00

Why he so handsome

2011-11-09T14:29:00.002+08:00

I HURRY HURRY WISH MY BESTFRIEND CAN QUICKLY FIND A HUSBAND AND SETTLE DOWN IN SINGAPORE FOR HER ENTIRE LIFE SO I DONT HAVE TO FLY TO AUSSIE/JAPAN EVERY GODDAMN DAY TO SEE HER TEEHEE

2011-10-29T00:09:00.002+08:00

MISS YOU, AS A FRIEND

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2011-10-23T22:30:00.000+08:00

Stressing out right now and decided to read my bestfriend's blog, always disliked camwhoreness but it made me feel so much better just seeing her face (in pictures) my.... l i f e...

2011-10-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

I don't know if this was how I felt like during O's and I'm pretty hopeful it was. 'Cause right now, with just 15 days left and a pea-sized brain I don't know how am I going to do well for my exams :-( Maybe I shouldn't hope for too much anymore... just let me into fass already.

2011-10-13T21:59:00.000+08:00

Gonna miss this <3

2011-10-13T00:44:00.000+08:00

W T V

Fuck you to the moon and back again

2011-10-13T00:05:00.000+08:00

I always had faith in this. That this would last and this could carry on stronger. But I guess not. As time passes, things start to get clearer, it's in a new perspective, I'm starting to see the real you(s) and I'm beginning to uncover intentions from little actions. Ttly not trying to be deep here but I don't see the point of revealing explicit contents just to let everyone know what/who am I talking about. It's well-known how the new media can easily be a stalking tool for curious onlookers. And I don't need this to be a subject of gossip. But whatever, I NEED to brush up on my grammar, it's almost too disgusting to even read.

2011-10-09T00:19:00.001+08:00

Hahahahahaha this girl tried to offer me sexual services

2011-09-27T20:58:00.002+08:00

You held my eyes to the sun till I could see, that I was worse that I ever feared I could be, but somehow, I was loved more than I ever dared to believe- because of you. I was always one of the blameless, or at least that's what I believed.

2011-09-25T00:27:00.000+08:00

I feel so lost but what can I do? 'Cause I know this love seems real. But I don't know how to feel. I feel so lost but what can I do? 'Cause I know this love seems real. But I don't know how to feel. I feel so lost but what can I do? 'Cause I know this love seems real. But I don't know how to feel. I feel so lost but what can I do? 'Cause I know this love seems real. But I don't know how to feel. I feel so lost but what can I do? 'Cause I know this love seems real. But I don't know how to feel. I feel so lost but what can I do? 'Cause I know this love seems real. But I don't know how to feel. I feel so lost but what can I do? 'Cause I know this love seems real. But I don't know how to feel. I feel so lost but what can I do? 'Cause I know this love seems real. But I don't know how to feel. I feel so lost but what can I do? 'Cause I know this love seems real. But I don't know how to feel. I feel so lost but what can I do? 'Cause I know this love seems real. But I don't know how to feel. Stay?

2011-09-24T23:00:00.002+08:00

4loha m4dyyy

2011-09-18T14:28:00.001+08:00

"Charlene: I envy her intelligence, how she's always... in charge of everyone (lol). This honestly makes her sound TERRIBLE but I'm just trying to say that people would gladly do things for her because she's amazing like that. Did I mention she has this unspoken air of "cool"? It makes her seem intimidating but that's just because her "cool" factor is just too overwhelming."

This girl is too cute ah. Just ystd someone told me she's very scared of me 'cause I look like I wanna punch everyone I see in school. Trudat, I really do wanna punch a lot of people like the inconsiderate fuckers who throw flour and smash cakes at their friends during their oh-so-awesome-oh-my-god-I-deserve-everyone's-attention-'cause-it's-my-birthday-you-gon-do-whatever-that-can-capture-anyone-and-everyone's-attention-to-let-them-know-that-it-is-queen-bitch's-birthday-hence-I-throw-flour-and-smash-birthday-cakes-at-my-friends-so-the-cleaners-can-clean-my-shit-for-me-after-i'm-done-but-hey-who-cares-cause-it's-my-birthday-bitch birthday celebrations. But then again it's because that's my default face ah plus I dont know how many times I've said this everytime I smile my lips get stuck on my braces brackets so it looks as though i am a bunny hamster mix breed gone wrong. Then it's also retarded if I smile at everyone i see then they'll think im like some hxc stalker of their facebook page. LIFE VERY HARD LEH MUST ENTERTAIN EVERYONE OF YOU. SO I WILL JUZ LIVE MY OWN LYF3 AND DUN SMIL3Z IF U DUNCH LYK3 ITZ U T3LL MY M0MMY AND MY D4DDY TH3N T3LL M3 TH3N I MUAY THAI UPP3RCUT ROUNDH4US YOU. IF U DUNCH NO WHAT IZ ROUNDH4US IT'S A FUCKING HUGE ASS KICK BITCH! Okay goodbye.

2011-09-17T23:23:00.000+08:00

♡ ♡ ♡
Pretty much the person I spent my entire 2 years of JC life with :-)

Anyway just got back my prelims results and they were shit grades pretty much.

My friends and I are working really hard now since it's the final lap. Not gonna give up.

Not just yet. This whole blog template thing is shit! I can't even blog properly.

2011-09-09T17:38:00.002+08:00

boredd bored boreds borenroeroajefc BORED

2011-09-09T13:26:00.000+08:00

AND IF I LOSE IT, DON'T YOU LOSE ME OHHHH~

I miss the upper sec life where I cared absolutely about nothing except anxiously waiting to get home everyday so I can click on allkpop to check out the latest kpop news and friends and going out and having fun with the girls and of course when it was the near end of sec sch, my o levels. thats all. that is fucking all. everyday i listen to kpop and some occasional mainstream shit and nothing else and nothing else and nothing else, no worries no heartache no fuck knowledge/concern about liking a boy. I remember writing on everyone's farewell cards my wedding invitations for them on 18 august 2022 (correct?) with regard to my official STAMPED SEALED VERIFIED wedding with GD. Fuck why did i have to grow up.

2011-09-09T13:12:00.000+08:00

BBBBBB-OOOOO-RRRRREEEDDDDD

Im so bored so bored so bored so bored so so so so so so so so so so so so so so bored so so so so so so so sosos sososoosososososoososo bored

2011-09-08T00:54:00.003+08:00

Tinge of bitterness. Heart pangs of sadness. No no, it's time for steel.

'Cause I have been waiting here from the start
Hoping the sunlight would rise through the dark
'Cause my heart is yearning for you dear

2011-09-03T00:15:00.001+08:00

Okay so mr shengy showed me Feel Good Inc cover but I personally prefer this. Damn this shit, why can't I be more musically-inclined. :-(

2011-08-30T00:41:00.002+08:00

"Steady decline of intelligence and language"

I love how this guy expresses his views so appropriately.

2011-08-30T00:06:00.000+08:00

Hi isn't this doggy such a qt :-)

Prelims ended 3 days back and just sitting around, doing nothing has been pretty much what I've been doing. I dont know whether it's due to any influence but my friends and I have been lepak-ing every single time we meet. We chill at starbucks, at available spaces, at macs, at food places, at kopitiam, just about anywhere that we can rest our asses at. Feel like telling everyone the emotions I've felt over the past few days but no! I would not be a wuss. And blogging a proper post is so tiring. Hehe ok bye

2011-08-29T00:55:00.002+08:00

Adele just made me cry like fuck.

2011-08-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

2011-08-22T16:11:00.002+08:00

1:23 < DA BOMBZ

2011-08-20T02:30:00.002+08:00

JUST SAW THIS.

2011-08-14T02:28:00.001+08:00

Charlene. Char. Lene. Char-lene. Why does it sound so vague.

hello madihah

2011-08-07T14:43:00.000+08:00

Hi, madihah amin aka popz. I dont know when you're gonna see this.. but I'm just gonna skip the conventional letter writing so here's a virtual letter/blog post for you :-) So today has finally arrived, from a countdown of 5 months > 4 months > 2 months > 4 weeks > 2 weeks > 2 days > D-DAY. It's so hard to swallow the fact that you're finally leaving but like what you've said, it's not the end, it's not like you're gonna die, it's not like you won't ever come back. So tonight I'm going to send you off smiling, NO TEARS. If I cry, I won't be called Cl kwon.

OK, moving on.. I keep telling you this, and I'll continue telling you this, YOU. ARE. IRREPLACEABLE. NO. ONE. IS. ABLE. TO. UNDERSTAND. SOME. OF. MY. ISSUES. LIKE. YOU. DO. :-) *Twist sign* Thks fr th mmrs (is that how FOB's title is? hahaha) I won't forget those times where we stayed back to study, those times where I allowed you guys to photocopy my chem notes from my chip and dale book 'cause I'm a chem queen like that. And then those times where we talk about G-dragon and Taemin like they were our boyfriends, those times where we will camp at JURONG EAST to bake cookies and record 'Nobody' while waiting for the dough to set, the day we formed 'Glitta Girls', those times where we posed and camwhored with two soft toy dogs, those days where we scold each other cb/nb/knnbccb/bitch/fuckers/fuck you/motherdog and know that that's our love language for one another, and those times where we will rant about our thoughts and opinions to one another because we feel the exact same thing in similar situations (cannot say here very private) AND MANY MANY MANY MORE, these are just a few of those which have left deeper impressions in me :-)

When you go there, please don't smoke, don't drink, don't club, don't flirt, don't do anything because I can't be there to protect you from all those sins and temptations. Also, please skype me and please promise me you'll still be here for me whenever I have some mental breakdown or shit. And please know that I'm always here for you, you just need to whatsapp me and I'll reply you <3 OK I WILL SAVE UP $$$$ AND TRY TO FLY TO DUBAI AFTER MY AS. I LOVE YOU. SEE U SOON.

"HAM-STURRRRRR" ^^v

hands up

2011-08-03T20:08:00.000+08:00

hello I've been so stressed up lately my emotions are fluctuating like crazy I can cry for one moment and laugh for the other and I've been eating sooo much omfgosh it's so scary I eat so much then I get so full and then I need to puke but I will force myself not to puke 'cause I dont want to be a bulimic bitch and up till now I haven't used a single punctuation and I guess it's somewhat a way for me to express all my pent-up emotions cause after I end it with a punctuation it shows that I've let it all out. Ok. I miss my bobby 'cause she's away at NP's loft for 2 weeks for a major end-year project. Which is so retarded. And my favourite popz is finally going to be leaving on the 7th/8th :'-( Life's definitely gonna suck big time without her, but hey... If change's what she need, I'm all for her going. It's not as if I can stop her from leaving but..... :'-( I'm just gonna miss her BIGGG TIME. And when I send her off on sunday, I might pull an all-nighter at the airport. Anyone up for it with me? :-)

If it's not there, it's not there.

2011-07-30T13:33:00.001+08:00

Hello, a proper post? It's been a month on my weight loss journey, pretty satisfactory :-) Could definitely strive for better results. But one should not be so greedy. Anyway, celebrated jia han's birthday on Thursday with a dinner and some good chat. Couldn't catch HP7 cuz there was only one fuckin' seat left. Anyway happy birthday bb, I know you read my blog everyday :-) Haha I love you! Hope you'll wear the whole outfit we bought for you, remember to constantly check your handy dandy book of dreams for hidden meanings to your daily night visual sensations <3

Anyway, I'm sick. Like sick sick. Feels horrible. Then it's about 15 days to prelims, and about 10x days to A levels. My constant update would be from pea but she hasn't really tweeted about the number of days left so.... People're always telling me "Oh you can do it one! Just like how you did it for O levels/You know you can do it" yada yada but it's so different, I know it and I can feel it. No high hopes/expectations whatsoever :-( Do my best, let God do the rest.

I need to revamp my wardrobe!!! I need lots of flowy, asymmetrical cuts because my butt is like an effing pain, it like engulfs and wallops my bottoms.... Sigh. So I need to hide it with things like.....

Ya story of my life.

OK BAI EVERYBARTI BAIIIIIIII~ Barbarella style.

ohoh p.s: I think I pretty much am settled with my 2nd tatt :-)

2011-07-24T15:08:00.000+08:00

"Wah very hot. Wow really very hot leh. Wah I'm sweating like a pig. Wah dog hot. Mother dog the weather how effing hot. Sian are you sweating? Wah hot hot hot!"

2011-07-17T17:15:00.002+08:00

ONLY CHILD, ALL HOPES PINNED. FUCK FUCK FUCK WHAT IF I END UP LIKE............ CRYING WHEN I RECEIVE MY EFFING A LEVEL RESULTS.

2011-07-13T20:54:00.000+08:00

Hello so I'm fasting from twitter for 3 days and YES I'M DOING WELL. Did not check twitter at all except when cel forced me to by mentioning me on twitter...... so since I can't tweet let me post some things here, that are meant for twitter.

"An explicit example of a spoilt rich cocky brat/faggot whose mother had failed terribly in educating him."
"I burned 780 calories today."
"I am starting to get a clearer view of who's true and who is not."
"I pretty much want to be alone, I don't quite need these friends."

Okay honalulu goodbye :-)

2011-07-09T19:29:00.003+08:00

SERIOUSLY? KIM JONG-IL? FUGYU

A Chupster Day

2011-07-06T23:14:00.000+08:00

SHENG RI KUAI LE HUAT AH

2011-07-03T12:14:00.000+08:00

Those who get this, DO YOU FEEL ME?

2011-07-03T11:02:00.000+08:00

Was pretty amazed with the design of Orita Sinclair but have never made the effort to acknowledge the designers until I chanced upon BRAVO COMPANY, it's amazing!

2011-06-09T17:35:00.001+08:00

Guess there's so much more to life, but you chose to sink deeper into your so-called "love" you were too blind to see, what it really meant, to the phrase "the grass on the other side is ALWAYS greener".

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2011-06-07T21:52:00.001+08:00

You write so beautifully, your pictures are so beautifully taken, your videos are so meticulously made, they are beautiful, everything you do is so beautiful, everything about you is, beautiful. You are beautiful no matter what the rest says. So wish I could tell you this, through a text, through a phone call, through a face-to-face moment. Why do you do this to yourself. Why do you do this to me? Why do you step into my life once again, and after everything I've decided to forget, only to let. Yourself. Walk. Out. Of. My. Life again. I thought that was your greatest fear, your greatest regret, your greatest pet peeve? To have someone just walk out of your life without a word? Hey, 'cause that's what you're doing to me now. I really tried to care for you 'cause I know how much it means to you. What the fuck, were you thinking? A little exaggeration here and there but I really do care for you.

Meh I'm a wuss. I don't dare to show you what I've wrote for you.

DYAC

2011-06-02T16:12:00.000+08:00

THIS MADE LMFAO SO HARD

HAHAHA BADONKADONK

THIS MADE ME LMFAO SO FUCKIN HARD

omg this is win

2011-06-01T17:42:00.002+08:00

Though I don't understand the meaning of love
I do not mind if I die trying
Took it for granted when you lifted me up

I'm asking for your help
I am going through hell
Afraid nothing can save me but the sound of your voice
You cut out all the noise
And now that I can see mistakes so clearly now
I'd kill if I could take you back

But how?
But how?

I can feel it in my guts
What's going on with her now
And don't patronise me with lies
I'm a woman, be a man now.

Some of the very best

2011-05-31T23:35:00.000+08:00

2011-05-30T13:47:00.002+08:00

I can picture yun yun and I in this car some day :-)

2011-05-29T17:18:00.000+08:00

SIDE NOTE I LOVE MY HAIR NOW

2011-05-29T16:44:00.000+08:00

First I care, then I dont care, it don't matter, whatever floats your boat- idgaf, then I'm alone, then I think, then I bother, then I care again, then I'm affected, then I'm bitter again.

2011-05-29T13:11:00.002+08:00

2016 Olympic Games in Rio de Janeiro

MAGNIFICENT

2011-05-28T00:35:00.001+08:00

Fucken' aggrandizement of the beauty of BM.

2011-05-26T19:10:00.000+08:00

In this power, I know we can devour :-)

2011-05-26T16:42:00.000+08:00

$79 PER PAX FOR 3D2N PENANG PARADISE SANDY BEACH RESORT STAY WITH DAILY BUFFET BREAKFAST (WORTH $252)

Sian..... also no one go with @m4dyyy

:'(

2011-05-25T14:31:00.000+08:00

My persuasion, can build a nation~
Love Beyonce, she empowers women. We're nothing like boys' toys.
Love her yellow dress, damn I'd give anything for her body! :-( 3:26 is the sexiest shit beyond words of expression.

2011-05-23T20:29:00.000+08:00

i must have been a fool to love you so hard for so long
so much stronger than before but so much harder to move on

2011-05-23T20:24:00.000+08:00

you push me
i dont have the strength to
resist or control you
so take me down, take me down
you hurt me
but do i deserve this?
you make me so nervous
calm me down, calm me down

2011-05-23T19:57:00.000+08:00

i wake up every morning
wishing one more time to face him
somethings gotta change
it must be rearranged

2011-05-20T01:25:00.000+08:00

WTFREAK I LOL-ED LIKE SIAO.

2011-05-16T00:29:00.000+08:00

I feel like I'm losing myself. I can really feel myself dissipating, vanishing into thin air. What has the night gotten me into? What have you gotten me into?

2011-05-16T00:19:00.002+08:00

Just deleted a whole post because...... really, I was afraid. Sets me to think, what's the point of having a blog when it's just a platform for others to place you under their scrutiny. It's just a transparent plastic sheet....... that separates your world, your mind, your thoughts, your heart from the outside world. No?

2011-05-13T00:02:00.000+08:00

Too tired to give a fuck. Too tired to bother about anything. Too tired to even want to try to care for anybody out there. Too tired. Too tired. Too tired. Too tired of everything. When I learn to let go of many things in life, that's when all things start to seem better. That's when I finally have some time for myself. :-)

2011-05-12T00:27:00.000+08:00

Uhhh.... How about it fucking sucks when all my girlfriends and I are going through the same problems every single day, every single time and just...... about almost anytime. These issues of hearts really need to stop bugging us. Can I request that all of us exercise some self-control over our hearts!!! Just for once, Lord, bless us with the ability to listen to our minds > hearts. Begging. And then comes friendship problems. To those out there, yeah you, you and you. Friendship > Love. "Gotta understand that when you confess your feelings for him/him/him, be prepared to lose him forever." Yeah, wtf. Forever. AND THOSE FACING SOME FRIENDSHIP ISSUES. You you you. Basically, everything happens for a reason. It's heart-wrenching to know that some of you can never be good friends with one another like how y'all used to be.... But that's merely a test to the friendship. It's, in this case, strengthen or break. For most of us, clearly, it's a break. :'( CAN GOD LOVE US PLEASE WE DON'T NEED THESE USELESS MINDFREAKING BRAINSCREWING HEARTWRENCHING ISSUES TO BUG US NO MORE. AMEN.

THE GIRLS ABT THE GIRLS

2011-05-11T22:24:00.001+08:00

1. One good + bad point + smth you envy about:

1. Charice

-Charlene: She's good advisor/listener + dont bother to talk to me first when we fight + her creativity omg

-Cherish: always encouraging, pessimistic sometimes, madddd good at art!!

-Jia Han: - I envy her artistic prowess. OMGAH I am mindf*cked whenever I see her art.

-bad point. she seems to keep a lot of things to herself ):

-good: She's always so supportive of her friends

-Madihah: i like her 'i don't give a fuck' attitude, bad point........... i can't think of anything, i envy her artistic skills

-Nicole: good thing: You're ability to listen to others.

bad thing: (I know you're trying but) swearing.

something i envy: Artistic skills, your ability to pen down your thoughts in a powerful manner (to me that is)

-Weitian:ENVY: THAT SHE IS SO TALL AND SKINNY, I WANTTTTTTT~~~ BAD: Hmm, tht she keep to herself at times? Maybe its just me, HEEHEE. GOOD: Tht she is hardworking, not like th other poly kids I see.. HAHAHAHHA

-Yunhi:Good: Arty farty skills/ Bad: Always MIA/ Envy: Arty farty skills

2. Charlene

-Charice: is an all-over awesome friend, bad point - (had to censor this :----/), envy your chioness w/o makeup and in specs.

-Cherish: knows when not to give a shit abt wht ppl say, too emotional sometimes, how you is so damn funny! (how are you envious of a funny person......)

-Jia Han: - charlene damn fair like snow white but I am black like a black cheeken.

- bad: she always scolds me but she gets pissed off if I scold her back

-good point: she always goes the extra mile for her loved ones

-Madihah: fucking strong as in mentally perhaps physically too + the most supportive friend ever <3, hard to pleaseeee :-(, her chio hair cb i also want

-Nicole: good thing: I can easily identify with you in certain areas, easy to talk to you.

bad thing: you live so far away, it's so hard to go home from your house :(

something i envy: your hip parents, ahahaha! :)
-Weitian: GOOD: Tht youre so smart? And tht everytime I see u party party but still get good grades.. WHT IS THIS MAN!? WHR IS TH JUSTICE. huh huh huh. BAD: Hmm, u muay thai me all th time...... Sigh... my life... ENVY: tht you got very loving parents~~ <3

-Yunhi: Good: Brainiac/ Bad: Complains about how fat and ugly she is/ Envy: Height

3. Cherish

-Charice: is very strong and doesnt let external factors affect who she is, bad point - thinks too much sometimes, envy her chioness even when looking up her stupid nose.

-Charlene: She's good at prioritising + talks so fucking loudly + disciplined

-Jia Han: - i envy: beauty+intelligence+a good heart WTH dream girlfriend please.

-bad: Cherish you really need to be more gentle HAHAHA

-good: even when shit happens to her, she gets over it and moves on

-Madihah: always so positive, bad point idk leh, too smart to be true that's why i jealous

-Nicole: good thing: you always appear to be so bubbly and very happy!

bad thing: you're always hungry on twitter, thus making me hungry >;(

something i envy: you got looks + the heart ;)

-Weitian: GOOD: Tht she is a chiobuxz and tht she is equally smart too, knowing how to juggle both academic and social life? ^^ BAD: I cant think of any.... I need to knw Cherish better!! ^^ ENVY: THT SHE GOT DOG. Bloody hell, I also wanna hv dog can... -__-

-Yunhi: Good: Pretty + Smart/ Bad: Thinks she is ugly/ Envy: Face

4. Jia Han

-Charice: doesn't care what people think, bad point- quite self-centered, envy her ability to dance and shake and pop

-Charlene: Super duper patient + lj lazy + EQ

-Cherish: ery sweet and kind and caring (it like all falls under one category? haha), a little oblivious of her surroundings at times? idk but i'm damn oblivious also hahahaha. How she has such gooood bible knowledge (-;

-Madihah: very very very very caring, wo bu zhi dao..... i'm jealous coz she's always like content in life

-Nicole: good thing: You're very intelligent and your opinions and ideas make a lot of sense. ^_^

bad thing: not that it's bad for you, but i feel a little dumb when you talk to me cause i'm not as smart...

something i envy: your english, the fact that you have real friends that you can look to.

-Weitian: GOOD: Tht she is so true to herself at times, it fascinates me... BAD: She parties too much with Charlene alr.. tsk tsk. AHAHAHAHA kidxzxxzxzx ENVY: HER GPA. HAHHAHA. AND THT SHE'S GOT SUCHA CUTE LIL BROOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

-Yunhi: Good: English powerrrr/ Bad: Quite MIA also/ Envy: English language

5. Madihah

-Charice: is unique, bad point - fickle, envy her body from her mother

-Charlene: V endearing :') + envy people too much + her legs fug :'(

-Cherish: sensitive to people's feelings, i have no idea uhhhhh when she's using her phone she ignores everyone haha. how she has such a flair with words and writes so beautifully.

-Jia Han: - envy: her ability to click with people of the opposite gender

-good: I love how we are so similar. I love how independent and hardworking she is :D

- bad:she needs to become less cynical on her thoughts about love (same as me)

-Nicole: good thing: very easy going, friendly, genuine

bad thing: paranoia

something i envy: large social circle but yet you remain closes to everyone.

-Weitian: GOOD: SHE'S NOT YR TYPICAL KINDA GAL I GUESS. BAD: She swears too much sometimes.. influencing me... T__T ENVY: THT SHE GOT SUCHA CHIO BODY. *whistle* AND THT she's got sucha lovely family too...

-Yunhi: Good: Fun/ Bad: Vulgar bad ass/ Envy: Sociable

6. Nicole

-Charice: is different from other girls and special, care too much about what other people think OMG NEED TO CHILL THIS ONE, envy her effortless cuteness

-Charlene: Loving + falls in love too easily + HER EYES

-Cherish: always tries to be positive and happy and look on the brightside of things? SHE DOESNT SEE HOW BEAUTIFUL SHE IS. how she is so grounded in the word.

-Jia Han: -i envy: her innocence and optimism

- good:nicole is really a very very sweet and nice person. I cannot imagine her harming anyone/anything

- bad: NIC AH PLEASE STOP FALLING FOR PEOPLE SO EASILY

-Madihah: very determined and a farking good listener, bad point is she doesn't want to believe me when i say that she's pretty because she really is (in my eyes), i envy that she got what she wanteddddd events mgmt! as in not that i want events mgmt but like yknow things go her way!

-Weitian: GOOD: tht she is such a cutsie pie, and tht she is a good listener at times. BAD: THIS GAL GOTTA MAINTAIN HER CUTE-NESS MAN. HAHAHAHA no lah, but pls pls nic, pls chew yr food.... and think positive!!! ENVY: Hmm... she's got an older brother? I want a older brother.....!!!

-Yunhi: Good: Lovable/ Bad: Must have things her way (sometimes haha)/ Envy: Eyelashes

7. Weitian

-Charice: is very caring, bad point - extreme high and low like one minute damnnnn happy next minute emo very irritating, envy the fact that she appears(to me) to be damn relax and everything just flows~~

-Charlene: Loyal sticky friend + v v v v v obsessed with herself + cuteness

-Cherish: NEVER FAIL TO CHEER ME UP. can be easily influenced sometimes. your fair white skin omgah

-Jia Han: -I envy: lkasdajfklafj she's so cute even my guy friends in school are talking about her

- good: weitian is a hardowkring girl who isn't afraid to speak her mind I RIKE

-bad: she's so cute/nice/blur until people take advantage of her

-Madihah: independent mafarka, bad point: very very vain ahyo, envy her cool traits like the books she buys, magazine she buys, cd she buys

-Nicole: good thing: like madi, you make friends easily and you are naturally you not trying to be demure if it isn't you

bad thing: kaisu-ness overload

something i envy: ability to eat and not grow fat + you get so sick so easily

-Yunhi: Good: Cute/ Bad: Low self-esteem/ Envy: Cutey face

8. Yunhi

-Charice: is friendly and approachable, bad point - need to relax abit man, envy her ability to look good anyday anytime in anything anywhere

-Charlene: VERY STRONG + she's deaf + skinnyyness

-Cherish: ALWAYS willing to help/be there/encourage/cheer up others no matter what, tends to keep her feelings to herself, how you are such a strong and tough girl :'-)

-Jia Han: -i envy: actually secretly hor, I've always felt that Yunhi dances better than me. skinnier also hoho

- good: she's actually a lot stronger than she seems and she's made of tough stuff ^^

-bad: her inability to see how her choices will affect her in the long term

-Madihah: very proactive, lose focus easily, that she's quite hardworkinggggg i should be more like her

-Nicole: good thing: Very gentle and understanding, steady hand

bad thing: your hearing.......

something i envy: your skinnyness + creativeness.

-Weitian: GOOD: She's a good listener, I can go to her if I wanna rant. ^^ BAD: She sometimes need to trust us abit more and tell us how she rlly feels inside. :-) ENVY: She is very neat. How can a girl be so neat i ASK YOU. HUH HUH HUH and tht she is so strong..

2. Name the pretty girls

-Charice: Charlene, Cherish

-Charlene: Cherish

-Cherish: char, weitian yunz madi

-Jia Han: Charice, Charlene,Cherish, Jia Han ,Madihah, Nicole, Weitian, Yunhi

WE'RE BEUATIFUL IN OUR WAY CAUSE GOD MAKES NO MISTAKES WE'RE ON THE RIGHT TRACK BABY WE WERE BORN THIS WAAAY~

-Madihah: charlene, nicole, cherish

-Nicole: everyone :)

-Weitian: ALL. ALL GIRLS ARE PRETTY

-Yunhi: Charlene Cherish

3. Name the cute girls

-Charice: Wt, Nic

-Charlene: nic wt jia charice

-Cherish: charice nic jia

-Jia Han: nic wt yunhi

-Madihah: jia, yun, wt, charice

-Nicole: Wt

-Weitian: Nic, Jiahan

-Yunhi:Charice Jia Han Nicole Weitian

4. Name the x-factor aka charismatic gurls

-Charice: none

-Charlene: madi yunhi charice

-Cherish: char charice madi

-Jia Han: charlene charice cherish madi

-Madihah: charice jia charlene cherish

-Nicole: Charlene, Charice, Jia Han

-Weitian: Charice, cherish

-Yunhi: Madihah Yun Hi HAHAHA ( <--- srsly yunhi? y so ego)

5. Fiercest/Strongest character

-Charice: Charlene, Jia

-Charlene: ME DUH

-Cherish: char

-Jia Han: charlene teo hands down

-Madihah: charlene

-Nicole: Charlene, Charice

-Weitian: CHARLENE (SHE WINS HANDS DOWN MAN) , madihah

-Yunhi: Charlene FO SHO

6. Funniest bitch

-Charice: Everyone abit

-Charlene: MADIHAH

-Cherish: madi

-Jia Han: charlene teo also "spaaarreee blackberry~"

-Madihah: wt

-Nicole: Madi, Cherish

-Weitian: Nicole( she doesnt knw tht she is funny)

-Yunhi: Madihah

7. Who you think had the most boyfriends/girlfriends

-Charice: none

-Charlene: Me.......

-Cherish: charice (-_-)

-Jia Han: charlene or cherish

-Madihah: charlene

-Nicole: Charlene

-Weitian: Charlene.......

-Yunhi: CHARLENE HANDS DOWN

8. Who you think has the MOST NUMBER OF CRUSHES ever

-Charice: NICOLE LIM SHU MEI

-Charlene: NIC LIM SHU MEI HANDS DOWN

-Cherish: char (SRSLY CHERISH LEE..... DISAPPOINTED)

-Jia Han: NICOLE LIM CONSPERM STAMP CHOP. 3 at one time also can

-Madihah: nic

-Nicole: um, me ah?

-Weitian: NIC. (DUHHHHHHHH)

-Yunhi: CHARLENE HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (she say she never think properly LOL)

8. Name the arty farty gurls

-Charice:

-Charlene: charice wt yun nic madi

-Cherish: madi charice yunz nic weitian

-Jia Han: charice, madi, nic

-Madihah: charice yun wt nic

-Nicole: Charice, Yunhi, Madi, Wt (just cause we're all from art)

-Weitian: Madi, yunhi, nic, charice!! and charlene << cos she doodle-ed in th JUICE mag and I saw. HAHAHA

-Yunhi: CHARICE HANDS DOWN

9. Name the hot gurls

-Charice: none

-Charlene: MADIHAH AMIN

-Cherish: madi legs like power only hehehe

-Jia Han: charlene, cherish, madi

-Madihah: charlene cherish

-Nicole: Madi, Cherish

-Weitian: CHARLENE, CHERISH, MADIHAH

-Yunhi: ........what the shit. obvious sia....charlene la wth she how hot.

10. My girlfriends are the......

-Charice: fireworks

-Charlene: best things ever presented by God into my life

-Cherish: ones who are always here for me no matter what and believes in me no matter what the world says. they are the ones i'll never be able to live without, they are the ones that pull me through. they are the ones who make life worth living for.

-Jia Han: best bitches I can ever have

-Madihah: fucking sex?!?!?!

-Nicole: best bunch to hang out with, rain or shine.

-Weitian: MAH GALFRENXZ R DA BEST IN DA HSE YOW. I knw they can back me up if sum gangsta wanna play wit me. Uh huh gal... (DAMN ACT COOL PLZ WT HAHAHA)

-Yunhi: BOMBZZZZZ *steam*

11. Best activity to do with the gurls

-Charice: Chilling and laughing, just enjoying each other's company

-Charlene: chax/everything

-Cherish: just gather all of us together and we can talk and chill and lepak till the sun goes down/come up

-Jia Han: anything. we will end up having a great time anyway

-Madihah: chillax and talk

-Nicole: K Box + picnic

-Weitian: Drinking... like we did at Timbre.... O__O Heehee and basically just enjoying their company..

-Yunhi: dance all night and go crazy

12. One country we must all go together to

-Charice: Hawaii bro

-Charlene: BKK + BINTAN

-Cherish: bangkok w all the lady boys over there HAHAH

-Jia Han: BANGKOK SAWADIKAAAAA

-Madihah: DUBAI hahaha

-Nicole: BKK/Australia

-Weitian: KOREA? OR JAPAN? OR AFRICA!!!!!! OMG A-F-R-I-C-A. O___O

-Yunhi: india.

LAZY CHANGE FONTS. NOT BAD WE KNOW EA OTHER QUITE WELL. XOXO.

2011-05-09T01:28:00.000+08:00

Btw the night made me like that. I'd be 100% fine come this late morning.

2011-05-09T01:27:00.000+08:00

When I'm sad about smth, when I regret somethings, when I want something, I mean it.

Really mean it. But when you're sad about something, when you regret somethings, when you want something, you don't seem to mean it. So the question is, what made you change? And the question to myself is, why do you even bother? It's no longer a want to bother, it's a need to bother. Mind to heart: thought we've already long settled this. That you've long bade goodbye?

2011-05-09T00:47:00.002+08:00

Mama mu qing jie kuai le <3

2011-05-05T21:10:00.000+08:00

THIS BE MY BESTEST BROS :*

2011-05-03T22:04:00.002+08:00

WALAO THIS HOW OLD SCHOOL. TEEHEE

2011-05-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

"What are you made of? No, you're not made of stone, metal, or anything fucking hard. You're just a human, you have feelings. It's okay to feel hurt, feel lost, feel confused, feel sad, it's okay to cry, to show weakness. Tell me why do you deprive yourself of that? Why do you let yourself go through all these? You like getting hurt? But even if all these are true, let your guard down, let those who want to care, care for you. For this you cannot go through alone."

2011-05-02T23:42:00.002+08:00

MEH _|_

2011-05-02T00:51:00.002+08:00

Screw that shit cause I wna watch Never Say Never

2011-05-02T00:48:00.000+08:00

"You know the feeling of death? Where you're completely unsure of what to do, what not to do. Where you constantly lift up your phone and stare at the screen, put it down, pick it up again and try to type another text in? Where you think back and realized how much you've lost. Where you know things will never be the same again and it kills you to know that this is the truth. Where it kills you inside, where it eats you alive. Where your brain and mind don't seem to go well together. Where you try so hard for so long to block everything that's related just so you can have the easier way out. And then boom, it comes back again, in a harder to accept manner. That is death."

HAPPY LABOUR FUCKING DAY

2011-05-01T10:44:00.000+08:00

I LUV DA GURLS

Definitely the best I've ever ha(ve)d

2011-04-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

Haven't done a proper blog post in forever. . . . . :-( Today's a great day cause I met up with the glitta girls and had fun in NP and KAP. I srsly belong in NP, I really do. . . . . :-( I know God makes no mistakes in deciding my path but srsly, when I stepped into NP, it felt like home. Okay who am I kidding, the place's hell big.

Anyway moving on to the main point of blogging at 11:56 PM with a fucking geog test that has yet to be studied for on friday... I unexpectedly saw a few people. Today. Just. A. Glimpse. And my heart pounded like craaaazy. Aft like how many years hahaha :-/ I hate myself for this. I HATE being so sensitive and am always being tugged at heart strings for the stupidest most senseless things ever. BUT THAT'S NOT EVEN THE MAIN POINT AHHHHH.....

I miss some of my friends, aft certain problems that cocked up things don't really seem/feel the same way again :-( I hate being the one who's always more emotional than others. Sometimes i wonder why I screw things up, why does God make things happen this way. But then again, this may strengthen/break our friendship apart and I can ttly see what the future is like. :-( SIAN BECAUSE I DONT WNA LOSE THEM OVER STUPIDDDDDD FUCKED UP STUFF THAT AINT EVEN REAL/TRUE WHATEVER FUCK OK BYE.

2011-04-26T23:51:00.002+08:00

BEING DAMN BITTER RIGHT NOW.

CHICO U CANT DATE JESSIE.

2011-04-23T22:47:00.001+08:00

TRUE DAT <--

Sing it out loud baby