Second day of work today. Started off: Horrible. Trudged, traipsed and endured for 4.5 hours before charms, dh and f came over and we had fish and co/tori q for late lunch. That whole 45 minutes together made everything so much better. The qt actually made an effort! Before that, Cel and Stef came to visit me and I miss the girls so much! Later into the working hours my manager spoke to me about work and she mentioned I had a very black and down face today. Like wtf? Am I that readable? Like fuck, am I translucent or something because EVERYONE. EVERYONE knows exactly how I feel and think. Sigh.......... decided not to transfer to Gap cause I figured I only have a few days left? And actually the people there are quite pleasant.............

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honestly i would lose 20kg if i even can do it. fuck its so tough why dont anyone get it