AND IF I LOSE IT, DON'T YOU LOSE ME OHHHH~

I miss the upper sec life where I cared absolutely about nothing except anxiously waiting to get home everyday so I can click on allkpop to check out the latest kpop news and friends and going out and having fun with the girls and of course when it was the near end of sec sch, my o levels. thats all. that is fucking all. everyday i listen to kpop and some occasional mainstream shit and nothing else and nothing else and nothing else, no worries no heartache no fuck knowledge/concern about liking a boy. I remember writing on everyone's farewell cards my wedding invitations for them on 18 august 2022 (correct?) with regard to my official STAMPED SEALED VERIFIED wedding with GD. Fuck why did i have to grow up.