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hello I've been so stressed up lately my emotions are fluctuating like crazy I can cry for one moment and laugh for the other and I've been eating sooo much omfgosh it's so scary I eat so much then I get so full and then I need to puke but I will force myself not to puke 'cause I dont want to be a bulimic bitch and up till now I haven't used a single punctuation and I guess it's somewhat a way for me to express all my pent-up emotions cause after I end it with a punctuation it shows that I've let it all out. Ok. I miss my bobby 'cause she's away at NP's loft for 2 weeks for a major end-year project. Which is so retarded. And my favourite popz is finally going to be leaving on the 7th/8th :'-( Life's definitely gonna suck big time without her, but hey... If change's what she need, I'm all for her going. It's not as if I can stop her from leaving but..... :'-( I'm just gonna miss her BIGGG TIME. And when I send her off on sunday, I might pull an all-nighter at the airport. Anyone up for it with me? :-)