"You know the feeling of death? Where you're completely unsure of what to do, what not to do. Where you constantly lift up your phone and stare at the screen, put it down, pick it up again and try to type another text in? Where you think back and realized how much you've lost. Where you know things will never be the same again and it kills you to know that this is the truth. Where it kills you inside, where it eats you alive. Where your brain and mind don't seem to go well together. Where you try so hard for so long to block everything that's related just so you can have the easier way out. And then boom, it comes back again, in a harder to accept manner. That is death."