Haven't done a proper blog post in forever. . . . . :-( Today's a great day cause I met up with the glitta girls and had fun in NP and KAP. I srsly belong in NP, I really do. . . . . :-( I know God makes no mistakes in deciding my path but srsly, when I stepped into NP, it felt like home. Okay who am I kidding, the place's hell big. 


Anyway moving on to the main point of blogging at 11:56 PM with a fucking geog test that has yet to be studied for on friday... I unexpectedly saw a few people. Today. Just. A. Glimpse. And my heart pounded like craaaazy. Aft like how many years hahaha :-/ I hate myself for this. I HATE being so sensitive and am always being tugged at heart strings for the stupidest most senseless things ever. BUT THAT'S NOT EVEN THE MAIN POINT AHHHHH.....


I miss some of my friends, aft certain problems that cocked up things don't really seem/feel the same way again :-( I hate being the one who's always more emotional than others. Sometimes i wonder why I screw things up, why does God make things happen this way. But then again, this may strengthen/break our friendship apart and I can ttly see what the future is like. :-( SIAN BECAUSE I DONT WNA LOSE THEM OVER STUPIDDDDDD FUCKED UP STUFF THAT AINT EVEN REAL/TRUE WHATEVER FUCK OK BYE.