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This is not very me. I know. But. I was super sad today. I dont know if it's PMS/me being too over emotional. But I actually cried today. I cant believe this. Second time this week. Why am I so weak? I was supposed to be strong. I thought I was, always. I think I've cried over such a silly matter. But today I felt so neglected. So outcasted. So insignificant. So insulted. Who was I, today? It was as though everything I've done today amounted to nothing at all. And today marked the first day in years since I last told my mom or dad about how I felt in school and what happened in school. Then I lost control and I started whimpering and crying on dad's shoulders. Daddy being daddy just allowed me to dry my tears with his clothing. I realised how much mom and dad loves me. Then I regretted Sunday. Then I teared again. Why am I so emotional and why am I such a wimp?