Hi guys, I don't rly mean to be a spoiler but 2010 doesn't rly feel good to me. Charice agrees. Both of us are just sian ji bua-ing in front of the computer. At least you guys have to go to school soon. What about us. I mean, I feel so jaded everyday. What to do. No choice. God is fair. Where? When life gives me lemons I can't possibly make lemonades from ALL of it. Why can't god just treat my parents, my family, my friends better. Sorry I just can't help it because every time night falls, depression just kicks in. I'm serious. If you're an avid reader of my blog you will find that I've already talked about night before. Okay. I don't have any avid readers but yeah. Truthfully speaking. Everyone had done their end-of-2009 posts on their blogs except me. Couldn't help it because 2009 ended so abruptly and the timing wasn't right for blogging. So here I am now on 01012010 to give my final 2009 post. There's the picture of possibly the closest friends I've ever had who had stuck by me in almost everything, anything. 2009 had not treated us well enough. It's sad that time and place were always the reasons that kept us apart from each other. It's hard personally, for me to detach from my babies because firstly, I'm such a sentimental person and secondly, they are the ones that I need most, apart from my family. I don't want to be a wimp and start crying in front of the computer while typing individual posts to the 3 of you. But I thank god (ONLY FOR THIS) for giving me the 3 of you. I hope that even as 1, 2 or 3 decades passes by, we would still stay as friends forever. Not forgetting to mention jh madi, weitian and sara. I'm such a pessimist right? I'd rather be a pessimist who thinks of all the bad things than to be a optimist who thinks of all the good possibilities. I don't want to give myself hopes only to find that I'd be facing falls. That's all. For now. Goodbye 2009 and welcome 2010.1.01.2010
Hi guys, I don't rly mean to be a spoiler but 2010 doesn't rly feel good to me. Charice agrees. Both of us are just sian ji bua-ing in front of the computer. At least you guys have to go to school soon. What about us. I mean, I feel so jaded everyday. What to do. No choice. God is fair. Where? When life gives me lemons I can't possibly make lemonades from ALL of it. Why can't god just treat my parents, my family, my friends better. Sorry I just can't help it because every time night falls, depression just kicks in. I'm serious. If you're an avid reader of my blog you will find that I've already talked about night before. Okay. I don't have any avid readers but yeah. Truthfully speaking. Everyone had done their end-of-2009 posts on their blogs except me. Couldn't help it because 2009 ended so abruptly and the timing wasn't right for blogging. So here I am now on 01012010 to give my final 2009 post. There's the picture of possibly the closest friends I've ever had who had stuck by me in almost everything, anything. 2009 had not treated us well enough. It's sad that time and place were always the reasons that kept us apart from each other. It's hard personally, for me to detach from my babies because firstly, I'm such a sentimental person and secondly, they are the ones that I need most, apart from my family. I don't want to be a wimp and start crying in front of the computer while typing individual posts to the 3 of you. But I thank god (ONLY FOR THIS) for giving me the 3 of you. I hope that even as 1, 2 or 3 decades passes by, we would still stay as friends forever. Not forgetting to mention jh madi, weitian and sara. I'm such a pessimist right? I'd rather be a pessimist who thinks of all the bad things than to be a optimist who thinks of all the good possibilities. I don't want to give myself hopes only to find that I'd be facing falls. That's all. For now. Goodbye 2009 and welcome 2010.