"Okay, you can dream on."
How to describe?
This feeling in me, that sends me into space every time.
that encroaches my train of thoughts.
Squeezes my heart till Im barely breathing.
Only dropping it when Im at the peak of helplessness.
It's a love-hate relationship.
Each time I try to escape, it holds me back.
Each time it tries to run, I grab it back.
I dawdle my day away, thinking about my future.
Hoping that the best would come true.
And when that fateful day arrives, I won't be able to react in time.
I will let it fade away.
Deceiving yet believing; scintillating yet worrying.
Confident yet afraid, craving yet disturbing.
Pounding heartbeats at the speed of light turned languid palpitations.
When will this ever end? When will this ever end.