2.10.2009

Unpredictable


The saddest things in life,
are the things I can't forsee nor predict.
Good/bad?
xx suggested I should get Nuffnang.
But then again, $1 a month? Lol.
Life has been the same.
Except that it is so caught up that I end up,
barely breathing,
dozing every night away.
Straying far from my goals.
My life is full of regrets.
I hate hate hate hate how i had been thru a shit deal of substitution.
I WISHED I WAS MATURED ENOUGH.
I regret not knowing karma,
I regret foolish strays,
I regret learning stuff from A*,
I regret knowing some friends,
I regret not studying,
I regret not being able to be a better daughter,
I regret having stupid thoughts,
I regret having jealousy,
I regret the words that I've said,
I regret being too emotionally-attached to things in life.
I regret not knowing the word 'appreciate'
I regret EVERYTHING.
Everything that shaped my character this way.
I wish I could turn back time,
I wish I could treasure innocence.
Lastly, I regretted knowing You.
PUSH EVERYTHING ASIDE AND THUS,
ON A SUPER FEATHERY LIGHT NOTE,
It's Valentines' on Sat.
An early + advanced St. Valentines' Day, lovelydisneycuties.
^^
A preferred day to be celebrated with my bestest friends.